it's that time of the year again.

the time of fairylights, mulled wine, crisp cold air, snow, walks in the cold and all. it used to be a happy warm time punctuated with bouts of abject misery. but i still looked forward to it. because watching the happiness swirl around me, gave me hope for the same.

it's a time of holidays, snowboarding, peace, adrenaline rushes, quiet, flashes of death, contemplation of life. and it's brilliant really. haha. i must sound crazy. 

i used to really look forward to december.. but this year, i'm beyond excited for it. it looks to be a fucking awesome month (: for many reasons, for one sole reason.

but after december. mms. we'll see how this goes.